Friday, November 30, 2007
happy to be home, in malaysia.
i wish i didn't have to choose...
xx
ride home wasn't too bad, had brekkie with friends and took a cab to the airport.
i didn't think much, in fact i soddof blocked everything off coz one thing would lead to another and i would really NOT wanna start crying hysterically in the plane...
even before terz left to work, he said that he'll miss me and that he loves me and i told him to stop because i was already tearing and i knew all that and those words would only make me more emo than i already was.
i wish i didn't have to choose...
xx
ride home wasn't too bad, had brekkie with friends and took a cab to the airport.
i didn't think much, in fact i soddof blocked everything off coz one thing would lead to another and i would really NOT wanna start crying hysterically in the plane...
even before terz left to work, he said that he'll miss me and that he loves me and i told him to stop because i was already tearing and i knew all that and those words would only make me more emo than i already was.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
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in denial.
leaving sydney makes me feel a whole lot worse than leaving malaysia..
which is why i have barely started packing
leaving sydney makes me feel a whole lot worse than leaving malaysia..
which is why i have barely started packing
Monday, November 19, 2007
ok.
so i'm leaving tmr for NZ
BUT i haven't
- done my laundry (no clean socks and knickers!)
- packed
- cleaned up my room and get rid of my books
- had enough sleep ( i still have eyebags and i was even late for lunch!)
- burnt enough songs to keep us awakeand sane!
nevertheless, i'm so so excited! :D
so i'm leaving tmr for NZ
BUT i haven't
- done my laundry (no clean socks and knickers!)
- packed
- cleaned up my room and get rid of my books
- had enough sleep ( i still have eyebags and i was even late for lunch!)
- burnt enough songs to keep us awake
nevertheless, i'm so so excited! :D
Labels: vacation
this weekend...
i did
and
i'm super
coz we did
and yet... i'm still
ALIVE!!! :D
it was awesome!
Sunday, November 18, 2007
nostalgic
ahhh.. i miss uni.
i'm so gonna miss the friends and the people that i've met and the ucf, and the skip-class-and-have-lunch meals, just being a student, and not worrying much about anything.
today, one day after my final exam, i'm worried about the future.
fu*k.
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ahhh.. i miss uni.
i'm so gonna miss the friends and the people that i've met and the ucf, and the skip-class-and-have-lunch meals, just being a student, and not worrying much about anything.
today, one day after my final exam, i'm worried about the future.
fu*k.
Labels: thoughts
Thursday, November 15, 2007
kill me now
i've been sleeping at dawn (about 1 or 2 hours before mrpig wakes up for work), waking up at lunchtime and even though we've been living under the same roof, the only communication that we have are during a) dinner and b) commercial breaks at GOOD tv shows.
and i haven't been seeing anyone (except my hsemates) coz almost everyone has finished their exams..
jz realized that today's the 31st month and it might be the last (or might not) time we're at the same place on our silly anniversary. and i'll be stuck.. studying!
xx
inspired
failing is NOT an option
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i've been sleeping at dawn (about 1 or 2 hours before mrpig wakes up for work), waking up at lunchtime and even though we've been living under the same roof, the only communication that we have are during a) dinner and b) commercial breaks at GOOD tv shows.
and i haven't been seeing anyone (except my hsemates) coz almost everyone has finished their exams..
jz realized that today's the 31st month and it might be the last (or might not) time we're at the same place on our silly anniversary. and i'll be stuck.. studying!
xx
inspired
failing is NOT an option
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
one more to go.
STUDY KAREN, STUDY!!!
xx
you know that he knows u too well when..
you were supposed to meet him for dinner and you were late coz he said that he just left work (that's what you heard, at least) and he called saying that he didn't see you there and asks if you were SHOPPING..
xx
STUDY KAREN, STUDY!!!
xx
you know that he knows u too well when..
you were supposed to meet him for dinner and you were late coz he said that he just left work (that's what you heard, at least) and he called saying that he didn't see you there and asks if you were SHOPPING..
xx
Saturday, November 10, 2007
less than 3 weeks.
as much as i hate exams and can't wait for them to end, i have this sinking feeling whenever i think about the day that i'm leaving sydney.
how do you let go of someone you love... and waiting for.. what?!?!?!
how the h*ck to do maintain a long-term relationship till.... when?!?!?!?
what if one of us cheats (i'm not saying that either of us will, but i won't be surprised if either of us end up going... astray) and the other waits and ends up getting hurt in the end?
i don't know if i'll be coming back.
i don't know if seeing each other once/ twice a year is good enough.
i don't know how i can get used to sleeping on a queen sized bed all by myself when u've been stealing space from my single bed all these while.
but one thing's for sure, i sure as hell am not willing to let you go...
at least not now anyway
as much as i hate exams and can't wait for them to end, i have this sinking feeling whenever i think about the day that i'm leaving sydney.
how do you let go of someone you love... and waiting for.. what?!?!?!
how the h*ck to do maintain a long-term relationship till.... when?!?!?!?
what if one of us cheats (i'm not saying that either of us will, but i won't be surprised if either of us end up going... astray) and the other waits and ends up getting hurt in the end?
i don't know if i'll be coming back.
i don't know if seeing each other once/ twice a year is good enough.
i don't know how i can get used to sleeping on a queen sized bed all by myself when u've been stealing space from my single bed all these while.
but one thing's for sure, i sure as hell am not willing to let you go...
at least not now anyway
Thursday, November 08, 2007
yaays
20th - 25th nov: new zealand
25th - 31st dec: hong kong
sometime during CNY: phuket, thailand
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20th - 25th nov: new zealand
25th - 31st dec: hong kong
sometime during CNY: phuket, thailand
Labels: vacation
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
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Tuesday, November 06, 2007
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