less than 3 weeks.




as much as i hate exams and can't wait for them to end, i have this sinking feeling whenever i think about the day that i'm leaving sydney.

how do you let go of someone you love... and waiting for.. what?!?!?!

how the h*ck to do maintain a long-term relationship till.... when?!?!?!?

what if one of us cheats (i'm not saying that either of us will, but i won't be surprised if either of us end up going... astray) and the other waits and ends up getting hurt in the end?



i don't know if i'll be coming back.

i don't know if seeing each other once/ twice a year is good enough.

i don't know how i can get used to sleeping on a queen sized bed all by myself when u've been stealing space from my single bed all these while.


but one thing's for sure, i sure as hell am not willing to let you go...

at least not now anyway