i wish i didn't have to choose...
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ride home wasn't too bad, had brekkie with friends and took a cab to the airport.
i didn't think much, in fact i soddof blocked everything off coz one thing would lead to another and i would really NOT wanna start crying hysterically in the plane...
even before terz left to work, he said that he'll miss me and that he loves me and i told him to stop because i was already tearing and i knew all that and those words would only make me more emo than i already was.