Tuesday, June 03, 2008
dad and lilbro came for my grad and left today.
terz is in bangkok for some business training thingie and he's coming home tmr.
i miss them so much...
BOO!!
pics soon :)
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terz is in bangkok for some business training thingie and he's coming home tmr.
i miss them so much...
BOO!!
pics soon :)
Thursday, April 17, 2008
i've decided that the best time to get macdonald's is not the middle of the night, def. not in the afternoon (when it's peak hour, even to drive-thru and takeaway) but just before lunchtime, about 11am. That's when the burgers are fresh and crispy, not burnt/overcooked and def not sloppy and ugly-looking. Their quality control SUCKS.
need a new mobile phone, my current one really sucks. i actually missed an interview today coz i didn't get the voice mail that the interviewer left. thank God she called today and asked me to come tmr. this is SO FREAKING BAD.
i'm actually bloddy scared of interviews and tests. BAH.
need a new mobile phone, my current one really sucks. i actually missed an interview today coz i didn't get the voice mail that the interviewer left. thank God she called today and asked me to come tmr. this is SO FREAKING BAD.
i'm actually bloddy scared of interviews and tests. BAH.
Monday, April 07, 2008
i wonder if anyone still visits this blog, coz i haven't updates in AGES..
and i apologize for that.
i have been thinking/praying/hoping/applying for jobs..
my mom thinks that i'm silly flying all the way to another country, staying at a shitty place struggling financially, and trying to survive on my own but i'm really hoping that this is a good change.
man, i wished i had the financial capability to cont. studying.. the more reason why i desperately need a JOB right now.
and i apologize for that.
i have been thinking/praying/hoping/applying for jobs..
my mom thinks that i'm silly flying all the way to another country, staying at a shitty place struggling financially, and trying to survive on my own but i'm really hoping that this is a good change.
man, i wished i had the financial capability to cont. studying.. the more reason why i desperately need a JOB right now.
but i guess somehow i'm ok, not too worried coz i have faith that somehow God will provide for our needs. either that or i'm deluded into thinking that i'm superwoman. ha.
nothing much is new. but i'm doing ok. and i'm happy.. although i really need a JOB right now. but i'm hopeful, really hopeful that everything will be better someday :)
ps: i told thebf that on the day i get a job, i'll be going on a shopping spree!!! i've already planned the things that i wanna get/ the places i wanna shop at... and he's not surprised. haha...
nothing much is new. but i'm doing ok. and i'm happy.. although i really need a JOB right now. but i'm hopeful, really hopeful that everything will be better someday :)
ps: i told thebf that on the day i get a job, i'll be going on a shopping spree!!! i've already planned the things that i wanna get/ the places i wanna shop at... and he's not surprised. haha...
Friday, January 25, 2008
s'how?!
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aussie vs malaysia
thebf vs thefamily
moremoney vs money
my independence vs being dependent
the possibility of being unemployed vs a job guaranteed
working is aus vs the possibility of not being able to work there forever
sunshine & winter vs clouds & haze
the beach, the ribs, the beef vs the cheap, good Malaysian cuisine
thebf vs thefamily
moremoney vs money
my independence vs being dependent
the possibility of being unemployed vs a job guaranteed
working is aus vs the possibility of not being able to work there forever
sunshine & winter vs clouds & haze
the beach, the ribs, the beef vs the cheap, good Malaysian cuisine
i dunno. sometimes i feel like i'm neither here nor there.
how do u choose between possiblytheone and your family? how can you choose between your motherland and the country you've grown to love? how can you achieve a balance between the eastern and western cultures and still blend-in with everyone else?
it's like my head wants something but my heart wants something else. i think my biggest fear is that i'll be unemployed... for a long, long time when i could be working & earning a living somewhere in msia.
but then again, life's all about taking chances, RIGHT?
how do u choose between possiblytheone and your family? how can you choose between your motherland and the country you've grown to love? how can you achieve a balance between the eastern and western cultures and still blend-in with everyone else?
it's like my head wants something but my heart wants something else. i think my biggest fear is that i'll be unemployed... for a long, long time when i could be working & earning a living somewhere in msia.
but then again, life's all about taking chances, RIGHT?
Friday, November 30, 2007
happy to be home, in malaysia.
i wish i didn't have to choose...
xx
ride home wasn't too bad, had brekkie with friends and took a cab to the airport.
i didn't think much, in fact i soddof blocked everything off coz one thing would lead to another and i would really NOT wanna start crying hysterically in the plane...
even before terz left to work, he said that he'll miss me and that he loves me and i told him to stop because i was already tearing and i knew all that and those words would only make me more emo than i already was.
i wish i didn't have to choose...
xx
ride home wasn't too bad, had brekkie with friends and took a cab to the airport.
i didn't think much, in fact i soddof blocked everything off coz one thing would lead to another and i would really NOT wanna start crying hysterically in the plane...
even before terz left to work, he said that he'll miss me and that he loves me and i told him to stop because i was already tearing and i knew all that and those words would only make me more emo than i already was.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
in denial.
leaving sydney makes me feel a whole lot worse than leaving malaysia..
which is why i have barely started packing
leaving sydney makes me feel a whole lot worse than leaving malaysia..
which is why i have barely started packing
Monday, August 27, 2007
things i have been up to lately:
but still.. was yums.
nabilah and i. she's my high school friend!!!
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- i have a whole SH*TLOAD of stuff to study!!! and it's NOT disminishing even though believe it or not, i have been studying!! ARGH.
- spore and msian society dance party. both v v 'interesting' nights. tho one's better than the other!
- malaysian festival. finally yesterday the SUN SHONE!!! food was extremely ex tho, a packet of nasi lemak was 6 dollars!
but still.. was yums.
nabilah and i. she's my high school friend!!!
we left m fest early and went shopping. i bought a new bag!
happy happy :)
happy happy :)
- ange and i started our new dance class for the semester, street latin dance fitness. it's confirmed: i SO can't dance!
- i have been sick. believe it or not, this is the 3rd week i'm having a sore throat. mainly coz i have been eating chocs and spicy food even though i was sick, which made me SICK-er!
- i'm so tired. i'm so busy. i'm also quite confused.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
complicated heart
when u're in a relationship, how do u know, how can u tell if he's the one? and if u can't, does it mean that he isn't?
what if there is someone else out there, what if there isn't and u're too blinded to see that there isn't someone half as great as the person u're with, no matter what everyone says.
i'm confused.
when u're in a relationship, how do u know, how can u tell if he's the one? and if u can't, does it mean that he isn't?
what if there is someone else out there, what if there isn't and u're too blinded to see that there isn't someone half as great as the person u're with, no matter what everyone says.
i'm confused.
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Wednesday, August 08, 2007
as you get older, you're supposed to get wiser, right?
i have learnt not to drink on a school night.
now i have to remember to practice it
xx
i have learnt not to drink on a school night.
now i have to remember to practice it
xx
I can see the sun And I can feel the rain
I can hear the wind call your name I can feel your love
But there's one thing I can't do I can't ever get enough of you
I can hear the wind call your name I can feel your love
But there's one thing I can't do I can't ever get enough of you
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Monday, August 06, 2007
i finally got my textbooks!
now i have no excuse to continue
watching one tree hill, bum around or shop...
damn.
now i have no excuse to continue
watching one tree hill, bum around or shop...
damn.
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Sunday, August 05, 2007
9 more days
come back soon...
i miss you
xx
week 2
i need to start studying
come back soon...
i miss you
xx
week 2
i need to start studying
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007
she's asleep. and he's asleep. and it's only frigging 12 am!
damn damn damn damn.
mom's here. and so is tez. we went to the bluemountains today and so i guess we're all v v tired. but i can't SLEEP! and i don't wanna wake him up coz then she'll wake up and she already thinks that we're way too close.
GAH.
it's freaking 12am!
WTH.
damn damn damn damn.
mom's here. and so is tez. we went to the bluemountains today and so i guess we're all v v tired. but i can't SLEEP! and i don't wanna wake him up coz then she'll wake up and she already thinks that we're way too close.
GAH.
it's freaking 12am!
WTH.
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Wednesday, May 02, 2007
fc*ked/
argh. accidentally pulled the ipod out of wire/comp.
terrible terrible mistake.
was jammed. and when restarted, all songs were GONE!!!
it's tragic, really.
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argh. accidentally pulled the ipod out of wire/comp.
terrible terrible mistake.
was jammed. and when restarted, all songs were GONE!!!
it's tragic, really.
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Friday, April 20, 2007
we're different. we're so different. but are we too different?
stressed.
quiz due tues.
investments & portfolio management mid-sem on monday
labour economics mid-sem on tuesday
international macroeconomics mid-sem on friday
international financial management mid-sem next weds.
freaking out.
tired.
need a drink.
i need to scream/kick someone/jump of a building.
hate relationships.
need to breathe.
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stressed.
quiz due tues.
investments & portfolio management mid-sem on monday
labour economics mid-sem on tuesday
international macroeconomics mid-sem on friday
international financial management mid-sem next weds.
freaking out.
tired.
need a drink.
i need to scream/kick someone/jump of a building.
need to breathe.
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
busy busy.
i have no time to even pluck my armpit hair.
been kinda sick coz i haven;t had enough sleep.
i have PIMPLES even though i have been to the doc and he has been giving me meds.
met kenneth and sharon and shu ching today- three diff people. three diff places. three diff time.
i'm tired.
mom has been complaining that i don't spend much time at home, as if i don't care abt her and the family.
i need more hours in a day.
i miss terence.
there are HEAPS of stuf that i still need to do, HEAPS of stuf that i still need to buy...
ican't wait to don't wanna leave. am leaving soon..
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i have no time to even pluck my armpit hair.
been kinda sick coz i haven;t had enough sleep.
i have PIMPLES even though i have been to the doc and he has been giving me meds.
met kenneth and sharon and shu ching today- three diff people. three diff places. three diff time.
i'm tired.
mom has been complaining that i don't spend much time at home, as if i don't care abt her and the family.
i need more hours in a day.
i miss terence.
there are HEAPS of stuf that i still need to do, HEAPS of stuf that i still need to buy...
i
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
because of you
because you are willing to travel 3 hours every weekend just to see me,
because you give up free DLC food just to waste money on food/eat my horrible cooking,
because you help me to blowdry my hair before i sleep at night,
because you cook two packets of indo mee knowing that
even though i say that i don't wanna eat,
i would probably end up eating half a packet by the time its cooked,
because you love me and think that i'm beautiful,
because you read your lecture notes whenever i drag you shopping in Newtown
and while waiting for me to get ready before going out,
because you kiss me to sleep and night and again in the morning,
because you have adopted my 'malaysian slag',
because you sacrifice your cool doughnut ipod speakers for me,
because you hold my hand and take good care of me,
because you try so hard to make me happy,
because you never gave up on us...
because of you, i'm really really thankful
:)
because you are willing to travel 3 hours every weekend just to see me,
because you give up free DLC food just to waste money on food/eat my horrible cooking,
because you help me to blowdry my hair before i sleep at night,
because you cook two packets of indo mee knowing that
even though i say that i don't wanna eat,
i would probably end up eating half a packet by the time its cooked,
because you love me and think that i'm beautiful,
because you read your lecture notes whenever i drag you shopping in Newtown
and while waiting for me to get ready before going out,
because you kiss me to sleep and night and again in the morning,
because you have adopted my 'malaysian slag',
because you sacrifice your cool doughnut ipod speakers for me,
because you hold my hand and take good care of me,
because you try so hard to make me happy,
because you never gave up on us...
because of you, i'm really really thankful
:)
happy 19th months
&
good luck in your exams
love always.
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