i wonder if anyone still visits this blog, coz i haven't updates in AGES..

and i apologize for that.

i have been thinking/praying/hoping/applying for jobs..

my mom thinks that i'm silly flying all the way to another country, staying at a shitty place struggling financially, and trying to survive on my own but i'm really hoping that this is a good change.

man, i wished i had the financial capability to cont. studying.. the more reason why i desperately need a JOB right now.

but i guess somehow i'm ok, not too worried coz i have faith that somehow God will provide for our needs. either that or i'm deluded into thinking that i'm superwoman. ha.

nothing much is new. but i'm doing ok. and i'm happy.. although i really need a JOB right now. but i'm hopeful, really hopeful that everything will be better someday :)

ps: i told thebf that on the day i get a job, i'll be going on a shopping spree!!! i've already planned the things that i wanna get/ the places i wanna shop at... and he's not surprised. haha...