thebf vs thefamily
moremoney vs money
my independence vs being dependent
the possibility of being unemployed vs a job guaranteed
working is aus vs the possibility of not being able to work there forever
sunshine & winter vs clouds & haze
the beach, the ribs, the beef vs the cheap, good Malaysian cuisine
how do u choose between possiblytheone and your family? how can you choose between your motherland and the country you've grown to love? how can you achieve a balance between the eastern and western cultures and still blend-in with everyone else?
it's like my head wants something but my heart wants something else. i think my biggest fear is that i'll be unemployed... for a long, long time when i could be working & earning a living somewhere in msia.
but then again, life's all about taking chances, RIGHT?