i so need sleep.
STUDY, karen STUDY!!!!!!!
for my first exam paper of the year!!!
*super stress*
at 1230, i'll be meeting the boy who's finally back from hk.
and a few hrs later, i'll be pulling my hair and stressing again, for investments...
bugger. i didn't sleep well last night.
HOW CAN I HAVE A PASS AVERAGE ON FINANCE BEFORE MY BLARDEE FINALS!?!?!?!??!!
how did we do so badly in our assignment?!?!?!
ARGH.
i really shd've jz stuck to a economics major. and maybe something easy like marketing. but NOOOooo.. i have to do TWO fcuking tough majors, and like the rest of the world i was hoping that i would be able to make some money in the future by doing finance, without realizing that i would instead waste more money NOW, when i fail my finance subs and not get a decent job in the future.
nothing else,cuz you know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the mornin and the tears are pouring
And I want make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time
period cramps and exam stress shdn't go together.
is when u've showered a few hours ago and yet feel the oil glands and tiny pimples protruding from your forehead. your hair is messy and it feels like an old broom even though it's freshyly washed and conditioned. your notes are everywhere and you find yourself constantly screaming and having sudden panic attacks
DENIAL:
is when u try to convince yourself that you are NOT stressed by shopping on a rainy day, sleeping till lunchtime because the bed is owh-so-cozy and the room is owh-so-cold and it's owh-so-rainy outside, and only waking up coz u really feel like a pig (and u are hungry); stuffing yourself with food even though u ate A VERY FILLING HOME COOKED DINNER a minute ago.
welcome to my life.
thurs: international financial management
fri: investments and portfolio theory
mon: labour economics
weds: international macroeconomics
i think i will be relatively happy this friday afternoon, unless i screwed both my finance papers...
CHOI!
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
only 7 hrs. and i'm already missing you...
fail.
now that all my assignments and quizzes are over, i plan to study every single day till the exams.
i was supposed to start today.. after lunch with helena.
but my plan backfired after being asked out for yum cha @ the city.
so i told myself,
"ok. ok. come back and then study till dinner.."
we came back at abt 3pm.
and i played basketball..
and i told myself,
"ok. ok. go for awhile. then, study"
budden now, it's almost dinnertime and i have to go cook soon..(we're having sth yummy)
and there's ugly betty and shrek II on tv...
SHIT.
tomorrow.
tomorrow i will study.
( i even used will insead of shall to proove how determined i am)
after planning my winter trip