of hating the world and feeling like crap


"why did you call so late? why didn't you call me earlier? don't you know that i have class tomorrow? why did it take you SOOO long to reply my smses?!?!?"

"i'm sorry..."

a few minutes later...

"are you having your period?"

0_-

*bangs head on wall*



it turns out that he's almost always right about these things.

CURRENTLY

my tummy hurts and i am very angry coz after 4 weeks of peace and quiet, my hsemate comes back and leaves all his dishes on the sink!!!!!!!

I AM SO SO IRRITATED!!!!!

and he uses my hsemate's and my stuff! and i'm angry coz i would really hate hiding all my stuff in my room just so that people won't use them without my permission!! and i hate hate the smelly rubbish and dirty kitchen!!! (which is not caused by the fella but another fella)

i want my own house!!! i can't take it, seriouly.
or CLEANER housemates, please.



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BAH.

just woke up from very very painful sleep.

my stomach aches.

my gums ache (or nerve), it seems that my wisdom tooth is growing.

i miss him.

i have ACCEPTED the fact that i have put on an enormous amount of weight.
i can't live in denial anymore.
my stupid lovehandles have proven me wrong.

stupid stupid rubbish still stinks.

and stupid stupid kitchen sink is still stuffed with his stupid stupid plates.

i feel like crap.

must. exercise