i know it's stupid. i can't ever be left alone.

it's true.
when im back in Malaysia, i would really really love and appreciate it if my brothers left me alone and not bug me all the time.
Now that i'm here i really really miss my brothers' company.
i miss the noisy-ness of our house.
I miss the screaming and shouting and the pinching and the arguing.
i miss my family...
:(

i actually don't mind it here. REALLY.
Shing and Raymond are great company.
i get all the peace and freedom that i want,
and i can. just. do. ANYTHING
:)

but i really really miss the noise!
i really miss the laughter. i really really miss the tears.
i miss insulting/teasing my brothers.
i miss singing horribly loudly in the car with my them
i miss the secrets we shared that our parents never found out.
i miss driving all the way to ss3 to eat cendol and rojak and chat with them.

i MISS HOME :(

it's so weird that when im here the computer is always turned on and i'm always on msn just so that i don't feel so so alone in this world.

it's so so weird that itunes is always turned on so that i can listen to tmusic so that it's not too darn quiet.

i miss the noise.
i miss the noise.
i NEED the noise.

BAH. emo sessions are cruel.