Wednesday, March 01, 2006

i'm scared.
i was so scared that when i saw a cockroach today, i screamed and screamed so loudly that the people ouside heard me and immitated me.
ASSHOLES!!!

it's my first night alone since i returned to Sydney.
my other days were spent with the boyfriend.

you know the feeling you get when you're alone in a strange deserted land? it's the feeling that i have now. after being around people for so long, it feels odd being alone again. it feels too quite. i feel too alone..

thank god for msn messenger , 20 cents flat rate phone calls in australia and music. of not for all these, i would have broken down and cried.. or i would run back to the arms of a dissapointed boyfriend.

the first night alone is the toughest of all. if i can get through tonight, i can get through anything. if i can kill cockroaches, i can kill flies and lizards too.. i think.

the uni's o-week (orientation week) starts tomorrow. i went to macquarie's orientation today and had heaps of fun and freebies :)